Life is short and hard like a bodybuilding elf.

So save the planet and kill yourself


This is for you Rob...
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future_kill
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Stevhan
2. Future_Kill
3. Pandemic Flux

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Pandemic Flux
2. Bloody Scissors
3. Gidget Gein 667

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Im finally gaining weight
2. Determination to get shit done
3. Attitude


THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I could always improve
2. Insecurities
3. Inability to maintain a relationship

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Dutch
2. Cherokee Indian
3. Polish


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Reality
2. George Bush
3. Settling down

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Work
2. Love
3. My cat

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Ummm...a towel
2. Some fake blood from the GWAR show
3. Not a goddamned thing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists)(at the moment):
1. KmFdM
2. Wumpscut
3. Aqua

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Making more money
2. New reality
3. Traveling

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. If I wanted one you mean?
2. The ability for me to love someone
3. Not to be hurt

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I used to be a drug dealer
2. I have had 3 serious head injuries (that I know of) and cracked my skull
3. I love you

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Thin fugure
2. Facial features
3. The way one holds oneself

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. love
2. settle down
3. understand who I am

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTTIMES:
1. concerts/clubs
2. socializing
3. being a hermit

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep
2. Run away
3. Drop everything about me

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. The one I have now
2. Couch surfer
3. Convict


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Mountains of alaska during the summer
2. Rio de Janiero
3. Great Barrier Reef in Australia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Become rich and leave it to noone
2. Find myself
3. Nothing

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. I think everyone has
2. Emily should do this
3. Like Rob said....whoever cared to read this far.

Crush a beetle......with a sledgehammer
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future_kill
So I have missed my "monthly post" as Rob (my roommate) likes to call it. So Im not dead fuckers! Im still enjoying this house Im in now. Still have that new lust for life feel.
We have a show coming up at the Masquerade this New Years....everyone should come out and get drunk with us.....and buy us drinks since we get no money for it. Back breaking labor I tell you!
My car is dying though....piece of shit....hopefully it will catch fire and blow up on the way to work. Then I could get a new one! oh yes.
I also have recently found out that I am addicted to the sweet and sour triple at the local chinese restaraunt after work. Its my new obsession...I really need a new one. Who wants to step up?

this is just hilarious
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Your Livejournal Blind Date
LJ Username
Gender
Favorite Color
What you are wearing
Oh look! Your blind date is evileve
Your date is wearing strategically-placed electrician's tape
You dine in the garbage dumpster behind a fancy French restaurant
Then you spend the next three hours at the local jail because SOMEONE conveniently "forgot" about those 47 parking tickets
Before taking you home, your date gives you the finger
This makes you feel content
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I finally got pictures back from some of the pulls Ive done.
Hopefully I will be performing in a Hellraiser show in SC. Those always look like fun >:)
Just have to convince the girl.
fun stuffCollapse )
Other than that Ive been working a lot, the car is about shot and I am broke somehow. Minus that everything else is fucking keen.

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It seems as if I have been updating my journal once a month lately. So here goes.
I am moving in with Michi from the Secretroom. She has a really nice place and I get a massive room all to myself. Really nice looking artsy type of place. I get a good feel there.
My current roommate is still a major fucktard. evileve and amazing_tito you two guys were the best roommates Ive had. Too bad that it took my 45 minutes to get to my job though.
I hate this moving thing. Ive done it too much. I think that this is the 21st time that I have moved.
Im actually enjoying myself now. I feel as if I am accomplishing something in life. Maybe its that I actually have a career going for me, maybe its that Ive got a good circle of people I can trust, maybe Ive lived through so much crap I feel as if I am a staonger person, maybe its that I have an excellent relationship with o_anima_o, its a good combination of all of this and possibly more.
Thanks,
Monthly transmission......signal fades......over and out.

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I just found this interesting seeing as how I loose wieght a lot, anger hmmm....maybe just a little and I also sleep walk here at the new place....or say everyone else says...
Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Pandemic's Disorder
Cause:just one of those things
Symptoms:sleepwalking, occasional loss of weight, frequent anger, excessive leg numbness
Cure:take three Viagra tablets every day for the rest of your life
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:

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So, it has been awhile since I posted...actually last post was somewhere in May.
New things....

* - Moved to Buckhead

* - Increased my movie collection

* - Got a girlfriend

* - Got a hell of a lot of work now

* - Finally started getting money from the court system

* - Started going out more

* - New look on life

* - and oh yes <this...Collapse )

whoooo
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piss ass bored.....

Tetsuo fucking owns
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Oh shit!!!!
One of my favorite movies has a sequel that I didnt know about!
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/6305477728/instapunkkit/102-9615483-0712148
and then here is the original
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/6305077924/ref=pd_sxp_elt_l1/102-9615483-0712148

strange.......
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I just got off the phone with my father. We talked for about 40 minutes. We never talked like that. I had mentioned a few of the things that he has been doing to Eve the other night.
Ok...this needs some explaining. My father never talked to me when I was younger, never told me he was proud of me just saying "uh huh". (Hey dad I created a cure for aids..."uh huh thats nice") He always yelled at me saying things like "only faggots where makeup. only faggots act like that. who the hell are you?." He never told me he loved me. He told my mother not to take us to church. He used to come home and fix some drinks and then sit on the couch and then pass out by 8 pm. Also most of his older drawings were filled with nazi symbols, bombs, and occult figures. He was always just kinda there but not you know?
Well since he has moved to the farm he has quit smoking, quit drinking, and started to go to church. But oh no he has dinners with the preist coming over. When I went to visit last he said "God has blessed us with this weather today" I just kinda froze up and didnt believe it.
Anyways....we talked about a bunch of things and it was nice and we ended it as always..."yep alright Im going to let you go now" "See you" "later".....but then he called back and said "Hey I love you".....I hope that he isnt dying of a disease or something.

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